07/52// Vanity

There is a lot of negativity that surrounds our appearance. We are expected to dance on the fine line between too little and too much. I struggle with wanting to look and feel attractive and spend time on myself, but fear I will be misinterpreted as trying to be someone I'm not. I often hold back because I don't want to be someone that looks different, on the internet or in photos, than they do in life. Then again, I feel a little too exposed sometimes without makeup, and I'm not "up" for much and would rather retreat to a human-less place. These are two different ends of the spectrum that I plan to ditch. (Mainly because the loss of balance results in the current hair that I have, so on a slightly related note, any tips and suggestions for hair growth would be greatly appreciated...Please.)